♥ ; Sunday, January 29, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
finally todae is CNY..1st dae..usually 1st dae is a mux to go visiting with moi parents..but i didn't..i am going visiting with moi laogong to visit moi future grandparents-in-law..he is so happie to hear tat i'm going visiting with him..i'm happie too..but it is very early..i hv to meet him 930am at Clementi MRT..oh god!i'm nw slacking waiting for time to come to prepare..todae is a new year..new start..dragon fan tai sui wor..sad..hmm..go pray pray with moi precious baobei..n the pass one week moi life is busy..surrounded by work,shopping n moi precious baobei..everydae is with him..coz of our time doesn't cling..once we hv free time..we will be going out..bought him new yr clothes..hmm..try out lots of food ard..hope todae nth goes wrong bah..hee...Wish everyone a HAPPIE LUNAR NEW YEAR..Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!
♥ 7:12:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Sunday, January 22, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
ok..i'm in a kinda gd mood nw..dunno why..mux i missing someone badly..tat is laogong..he hv been accompanying mie for one whole week so todae he nid to go hm..but i felt so lonely without him..but i'm very happie..dunno y..tml i'm going shopping with moi elder sis to get some clothes for CNY..last fri when chinatown with darling..walk ard..saw a stall which help draw henna n blackdye..i had a henna..while darling had a blackdye..perhaps getting a blackdye one on moi leg..haha..missing moi dear lotx..jux felt tat he is moi everythg..n moi cute little dear will always do thgs to make mie smile..he took photos of moi hip-hop piglet n pooh..haha...so cute lor..last few daes we hv lots of fun together..but..some we make to solve it without quarreling..while one we had a hot arguement..but everythg is cool down..jux luv dear a lot..he tried to really understand moi mood..always hving tots to get mie somethgs to make mie happie..so sweet of him..i felt happie for watever he buy for mie..coz it is yi fen xing yi..he uses his heart to get mie thgs..luv u lots darling..*muakcx muackx*
♥ 11:54:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Wednesday, January 18, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm..last few daes work n work...after work then go find laogong...help him do some closing...happie tat i could help him sia..todae i am replacing rene...sitting in tis place...feel abit weird...coz it is special in the way tat rene is nt ard..thking of sundae...i'm abit sianx...i am broke...scared on tat dae no money...jux gt minestrone for dinner...hehe...later buying coffee bean de tirumisu for laogong...after his 3 daes of hard work...love him so much sia...jux hope tat we will be like tat all the time...wun quarrel...wun tok abt brk up...haha...end her lah...nth to write...
♥ 6:58:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Sunday, January 15, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
i'm being a sicko..have been trying lots of ways to let him noe all moi heart..but everytime will coz him to be mad..perhaps bcoz i'm irritating..but can't he jux think tat i jux wanna make our relationship better..y do he hv to make everythg seems to be moi fault...if he is being like tat...do i really still able to spill moi heart to him again...or shd i sae...will i dare to spill moi heart to him again...he make mie felt tat watever i do...oso no use...i'm gonna be very pissed...n i am sick in moi mind...nw i jux wish tat i could work 24/7...make mie work until i couldn't take it...n fall very sick...i nid a break...i nid smone to be worried,care n concern over mie...i nid attention...i wan to fall sick...do hv all tis attention...i really sick in moi mind..but i really dunno wat i'm thking...i'm gonna break down soon...he make mie feel tat he is nt spending enough time with mie...bestie starting sch soon...frenx ard are busy with every other thg ard them...oh god...pls safe mie...i'm gonna become bonkus soon...argh~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ 6:58:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ;
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
i'm being a sicko..have been trying lots of ways to let him noe all moi heart..but everytime will coz him to be mad..perhaps bcoz i'm irritating..but can't he jux think tat i jux wanna make our relationship better..y do he hv to make everythg seems to be moi fault...if he is being like tat...do i really still able to spill moi heart to him again...or shd i sae...will i dare to spill moi heart to him again...he make mie felt tat watever i do...oso no use...i'm gonna be very pissed...n i am sick in moi mind...nw i jux wish tat i could work 24/7...make mie work until i couldn't take it...n fall very sick...i nid a break...i nid smone to be worried,care n concern over mie...i nid attention...i wan to fall sick...do hv all tis attention...i really sick in moi mind..but i really dunno wat i'm thking...i'm gonna break down soon...he make mie feel tat he is nt spending enough time with mie...bestie starting sch soon...frenx ard are busy with every other thg ard them...oh god...pls safe mie...i'm gonna become bonkus soon...argh~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ 6:58:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Wednesday, January 11, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
oh god~~i felt tat i'm living in misery man...everydae hv to tolerate f*cking attitude of moi family members...still nid to receive faces frm them...pls help mie lah...is too much..even younger bros oso doing it to mie...mum is being unfair..n i mean very unfair..wans mie to do thgs tat no one in the family will be willing to do..consider as a shit thg..i heck care..she threaten mie to complete it..she is like trying to push mie to extreme..keep purposely intro jobs to mie..wan mie to work..tell her no point finding job nw too..coz results coming out very soon..mid feb..she argue n sae she heard it is coming out end of feb..haix..whole world is telling mie mid feb only her is end of feb..ask mie go work marina sq. long john..ask mie go holland V de swensen's..call mie go interchange there interview to sell bubble tea..oh god..1st marina sq there de long john is so difficult for mie to travel there..holland V. is so far frm moi hse..working at interchange is so bored n sia suey..wan mie to find a job..yes..i will after moi results is out..if i can't get into anywhere..i go work..n pay her rental for moi rm..n she will regret..cox i will jux heck care every event of the family..wan to push mie..push somemore lor..perhaps one dae i will jux move out..perhaps tat will make her happier..coz she hv one lesser to own..told her i'm waiting for ans frm jobs..she jux wun listen..tell her i perhap promoter job then f&b...she oso wun listen..sae she dun understand mie..she angry..f*ck lah..wat is tis..dun tok to her sae i giv her attitude..tok to her totally dun bother..go out sae i treat tis hse like hotel..dun go ot stay at hm..keep nagging n nagging...whole family at hm..only call mie one person to do tis n tat...others watching TV..nb lah..i'm treated jux like a maid lor..
♥ 1:58:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Sunday, January 08, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
now is 10:55am...didn't slp for the whole nite...thking of wat is wrong...wat hv i done tat made him treat mie in tis manner...he find mie irritating...find tat i dun look up on him then wat for i be with him...he wan mie to change...hw abt when i told him wat i dun like abt him...u said luv between two person shdn't hv sorry...but it is all abt giv n take...smhw...is it true...u said no appetite or no mood oso mux eat...hw abt urself...perhaps tis is retribution ba...coz frm the start of the relationship...i show a heck care attitude towards our relationship...n nw tat i hv fall so deeply...i hv to suffer all tis...even if i couldn't take it...i wun wan to end tis relationship...i would rather end moi own life...u felt tat i dun trust u...if i really dun...i wun wan to be with smone tat i nv trust...smtimes u only c thgs on the surfaces...did u really go n understand it...b4 making conclusion...i really dunno wat to do...if u felt tat it is moi fault to irritate u,to pissed u off n to hurt u which is all surfaces problem...then i apologise to u...sorry...i noe i am no more the first in ur life...but u are to mie...losing u will meant to be the end of moi life...u told mie to ask...dun assume or go by wat u urself is thking...but u are the one who is assuming thgs...or go by ur own feeling or thking...hv u ever really asked wat i really mean...tat's all ba...going off to help moi dad work...
♥ 10:57:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Saturday, January 07, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
once again...i hv made him pissed off...n is very pissed off...i am always nt sensitive towards his feelings...i'm nt a gd gf...i wan to bring him happiness...but once quarrel starts...nth can stop us...due to our quick-tempered character...i'm nw trying to control moi temper...perhaps moi mum is rite...no matter towards moi family,friends,bf or in the society...i hv to learn to control moi bad temper...sorrie dear...i'm really nt a gd gf...but moi feelings for u is real...n the feeling will nt change...but dear...really...if u nt happie abt anythg of mie...let mie noe...i will change it...coz i'm nt sensitive...so pls remind mie...i luv u always...
♥ 9:54:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Thursday, January 05, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
felt very lost again...dunno wat hv happen to moi mum...she all the sudden became very against mie n jason...no idea wat happened...or hv anyone hypocrite or sm one hv told her thgs...she even said unpleasant thgs...tat i totally hv no idea y...n wat she meant...hv i done smthg wrong?!?!the thgs she said made mie very upset...above tis...there's still another problem...tat's jason...i am changing...but smtimes he hv done action unknowingly tat hv hurt mie deeply...really dunno wat to do...i felt very upset...but i can't face to anyone...i am changing...but there's always certain small thgs tat coz us to quarrel...n when u're pissed off...u will sae u wanna brk...u said u can't take it anymore...i'm hurt...very hurt...yes...i noe there's once tat i nv appreciate u...but now i do...i tried to make u happie...try nt to pick up quarrels...but perhaps tis thgs are nt noticed...or u knew but it is taken for granted...i am very hurt...so hurt tat i felt like dying whenever u sae u wanna brk...i am nt dragging tis relationship...i am trying to change...to make tis relationship better...but u're impatient...n quick-tempered...every little thg could coz us to quarrel...u said dun assume...mux ask...dun hide anythg...mux sae...i tried...but u're the one...perhaps u hv forgotten to tell mie or double confirm with mie...but u shd noe moi stand...i really dunno wat to do...
♥ 1:52:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Tuesday, January 03, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
omg~!!!OMG~!!!
i hv been slacking at hm for soooo many daes...
can't find a job...
can't find any khakis to go out...
laogong nids to work...he isn't free...
bestie is broke...can't go out...
families are busy...
who can accompany mie arrrr~!!!
tot of go accompany yin min...
but alone go out veri sianx sia...
nw i wan to save money...
opening a BBQ for no reason...
jux wan to gather all moi frenx...haha...
thking tat nw is 2oo6...make mie start to be afraid...
O results coming out soon sia...
haix...
aiya...afterall...moi results sure is expected to be very jialat de...
jux c whether i wan to accept the facts ant...
Moi want-to-get list for tis yr is...
a new HP
a pet
a laptop(perhaps bah...)
lots of new clothes
perhaps tat is all for the moment...
oya...!!!
every yr de bdae celebration is mie,myself plan de...
hw i hope tis yr there will be smthg special...*hint*
n hope tat i dun hv to plan it myself...but i thk it is impossible...
in tis new yr...
i wan to wish all moi frenx to hv a smooth journey...
pple who are attached...will last long long...
pple who aren't attached...will find their Mr. Rite/Ms Rite asap...
everyone to be healthy...
everyone to be successful...
as for laogong...
hope tat he is always happie...
hope tat he is healthy...
hope tat no one n nothing at work will bring him trouble or unhappiness...
hope tat he will luv mie always...hehe...
as for bestie,rene...
hope tat she dun fall sick easily anymore...
hope tat u n derrick will last long long...
hope tat ur life will be smooth sailing...
hope tat u will be doing gd at ur studies...
hope tat no sickening pple will bring u misery...
i thk tat is all bah...as for myself...
as long as everyone is happie...i'm happie...haha...
ALL THE BEST~~~!!!
♥ 11:20:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Monday, January 02, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
countdown with laogong n moi two bros at CC there on 31 dec 2oo5...get to hv a close up look of fireworks...for 3 mins...but very nice wor...haha...but b4 tat quarreled with him...hope a new yr gt new start sia...as for ytd...laogong PH off...so mie n laogong slack whole dae at hm...no one scold coz moi parents isn't at hm...but tis few daes family members gt lots of attitude problem sia...sickening men...haiz...as for tis mth...gt to wait for laogong to get his pay...then he nid to get sm new yr clothes...haha...waiting for new yr to come too...coz gt red pkt to take n get to meet moi relatives...haha...then get laogong sm stuff with moi red pkt money...coz is time for him to hv a brk too...hmm...n going for sm gd food on 24 jan...tis sat going to laogong's ah ma hse...coz very long nv go visit due to his work...so spare one of the off dae go...tis mth is juz hope tat everythg will be smooth lah...hmm...as for nxt mth...18 feb i'm going malaysia with laogong...only coming back on 19 feb...nt a long trip...but can spare time together...haha...planning hw to celebrate 14 feb oso...perhaps tat's all bah...i will soon update again...
♥ 4:31:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
