♥ ; Friday, December 30, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
ytd is moi two dear bros bdae...went to make their NRIC n change photo for their passport...after a long wait at there...went to bugis there de temple pray...then go to Marina Square de Giant to get some household stuff...walk ard Giant...then cash...realised the price of certain of their products are more expensive when cashed...so want to void those product...there is tis stupid supervisor...who dunno service sector rules...her name is Judy...i guess most of the time she stand at the customer service counter there...sickening to meet tis kind of pple...laogong almost wan to complain her sia...but da ren bu qi xiao ren guo...haha...went hm then start to season all the food for steamboat...coz is moi bros bdae...then the steamboat thgy spoil...sickening sia...but at the end we still get to eat lah...haha...after eating...moi bro cut cake...moi cute mum bought a log cake as their bdae cake...after cutting cake...moi bro go bathe...then we played mahjong with them...play until 2+am...then i can't stand nymore...start to blur blur when playing...so went to orh orh...haha...happie dae...Happie Birthdae...Didi Korkor!!!
as for todae...is different lor...having a veri foul mood...early morning being gav attitude by him...n i dunno y...perhaps he hvnt enough slp...but msg him oso dun wan reply...make mie damn pissed off...nw i am nt the one who is unreasonable...but u are giving mie tis kind of attitude...wat u wan mie to do?waiting for mie to brk u off...or wanting to make mie numb over tis relationship...or did u really gav mie chance to change...if u do giv mie chance...u shdnt hv those kind of attitude tat i am still the past mie...if tis is wat u call wan to continue tis relationship...pls go thk twice...if u didnt realised...tis few times...i hv nt been throwing temper...but u r the one doing it...i dun understand y...certain thgs tell u is wei le ni hao...but u nv ever get it into ur mind...if u still dun wan change ur short-temper n the way tat u thk of mie...wan to last tis relationship is damn hard...go thk abt it...
♥ 8:50:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Tuesday, December 27, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
sometimes i juz really hate moi mum...she all the time like to use words to hurt mie...n those words she thks tat she could encourage mie...but she is wrong...her words jux hurt mie like nth...she make mie felt like leaving tis hm...go to the outside world n survive on moi own...juz totally hate the way she thk...if she really wan to encourage mie...sae it straight at moi face...rather then hurting mie...n thking tat i will go for it...i'm so sorrie...i go for soft...nt by daring mie...i jux felt tat moi bestie noes mie even better than she do...she hv five kids...all of us hv different thking...n yes..i agree...it is hard to handle all five of us...but she shd noe wat is rite to sae...really dunno wat she is thking...
♥ 8:46:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Monday, December 26, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm..ytd stayed at hm almost whole dae until abt 8+pm then i left hm to meet laogong at his work place...he finish work at 9pm...but closing drag until gonna 10pm bcoz of aaron...then walk all the way to PS to meet xin yi n jun xian...we went to watch narnia...1030pm de show...the show is quite humorous..overall the show is okie lah...then went to get some food at Plaza by the Park de 1st floor...after eating all of us went off heading for hm...by then it is abt 2+ gonna 3 liao...reached hm...change liao...then orh-orh le...
during the whole outing...realised tat xin yi n jun xian is kinda weird...they are nt together...but they hv been hugging each other thru out the movie...n holding hands when walking ard...xin yi said she noes wat she is doing...but it is so weird lor...i even realised smtimes wan to hold hands or hug de is xin yi...nt jun xian...do she really noe wat she is doing...she dun seems like...n by doing all tis actions will jux make her fall for him more deeply...n jun xian is giving her false hopes...haix...smhw luv is really making pple going "blind"~!!!
as for todae...i woke up n followed moi parents to moi bros' god mother de mother de funeral...stayed there for almost whole dae...oso saw many shuai ge...didnt expect go funeral oso can c shuai ge...but who cares...i'm attached to moi laogong...oso saw a twins sister tat is moi age...they dun look like twins...n they dun look like 17 too...they look kinda old...oso know more abt funeral de xi su...hmm...oso went to mandai de crementorium...it is new n stylish but it is a place filled with lots of sadness...
♥ 5:40:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Saturday, December 24, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
To you.. .. ..
2dae is christmas eve..n we ended up quarreling..it's becoz i am unreasonable..but all i wan is jux to go out with u all..so tat i wun be alone at hm whole dae..n oso i could be with u..wan to be with u tat is y i ask u to take off 2dae n leave tml..but ur company cant allow u to do so..n since u guys ar going out tml..so i tot of following..at the end we ended up quarreling...n u wan mie to go thk over it until 10pm..u afraid i will be sianx..watch movie..hw could it be tat i will be sianx..ytd go meet u..n when u play pool..u thk tat i am sianx but no lor..is jux becoz i didnt slp well..n u shd noe i am sm1 who nids to warm up when i am with a grp of pple..i am nt tat flexible..n i am nt tat close to them tat moi mood could immediately go together with them..i juz wan u to understand lor..yes it maybe becoz i am too unreasonable..but i dun like the feeling whenever i wan to be with u..n u hv outing over ur side..i wish to join..i wish tat i could mix well with ur grp of frenx..so tat nxt time there could be outing tat both of us hv..n we could oso call them join..then it wun be bored tat only both of us..n it is naturally tat i will show a face when u joke with them until u almost neglected mie..if u..perhaps u might oso hv the same thking or feeling..pls understand lor..haix..i really dunno wat more to sae..but if u dun wish mie to join u at the outing then nvm..i will follow moi parent to the funeral..sorrie to bring unhappieness to u again..
♥ 8:01:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Thursday, December 22, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
ytd laogong took leave...we went to j8 to shop shop...saw stephy...n went to find yin min n koon beng...so happie to c them sia...miz them very much...get to noe cai jie's N lvl results...he fail eng...so is st to ite...hope he will study hard lah...ytd shop ard j8...felt so different...although we dun hv money...jux window shop...thking wat to get if we hv money...n he gt a christmas gift for xin yi...coz she bought him smthg...hmm...then came back hm early coz laogong wan go play bball...at 6+pm went down to look for him...suddenly downpour...laogong reached hm...but i am stuck under blk...so sweet of him...he jux came all the way to fetch mie hm...his very worried...coz i'm caught under the rain...hmm...laogong...fang xin...i wun fall sick tat easily...hehe...todae is a dae to slack at hm...tml meeting rene,zhen,loy n maine go ps...to eat n exchange gifts...haha...
♥ 12:25:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Tuesday, December 20, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
ytd went to ikea with rene to get smthgs as christmas gifts for our frenx...then went to carrefour at PS to get sm candies...after hving our dinner at Yoshinoya...walk to rene's office to pack those thgs...at 7+pm set of to meet laogong at TSS...reached there...n he told mie tat he c wrongly his off work time...it is 9pm...nt 8pm...wait for him for another 1 hr...it is okie lah...nt brk moi record yet...hmm...took bus hm with him...chatted abt tis n tat on the bus...n out of a sudden...he asked mie abt sm future hse thgy...cute...we two looks like juz wed couple...haha...thk too much le...reach hm eat dinner...watch vcd...at abt 12+mn...laogong tot of going to mac...so we went mac...reached hm at abt 1+am...slack awhile then went to slp le...as for todae...woke up at abt 10+pm...buy breakfast for him to eat...after eating watch vcd...after watching...went to slp for awhile...then he went off to work...as for mie...slp until 5+pm...tok to rene on the phone for awhile...then cook spaghetti for dinner...after eating...i start to use the com...until nw...smthg changed moi mood jux nw...n tat's moi mum...she said smthg tat really hurt mie...she said tat i v to slim down...if nt when mie n him walk outside looks very weird...she even said...dun even noe whether he mind ant...i'm her daughter leh...n she can juz sae all tis hurtful stuffs to mie...i noe he wun mind...but moi mum hv coz moi tots to run wild again...haix...i am so confused nw...pls help mie...
♥ 9:22:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Sunday, December 18, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
mood change...deleted the whole blog i blog jux nw...nth much happened todae...went to pray tai sui ye...then go toa payoh eat with moi family...then go bishan with moi da jie to change clothes de size...then went down to PS meet rene...then shop ard PS,somerset n orchard then went down to TSS to meet him...his nt hving a gd mood...coz sm thgs happened...after he finished working...went down to PS de arcade...coz he wan to go there to fa xie...after he fa xie...then came back hm...n then nw blogging lor...tat's wat hv happened todae...nth much bah...everyone take care...=)
btw,i wun be blogging for a few daes...or perhaps stop blogging...sorrie...
♥ 11:15:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Saturday, December 17, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...nw using moi mum rm inside de com...feel like blogging so blog again lor...juz chat with rene...n hv decided the presents to get for the gang o...suddenly miz him very badly...thking of wat colour to paint moi rm...waiting for tml nite so tat we could decide together...hehe...i like to do all tis stupid thgs...find places to hang the jigsaw puzzle too...suddenly like a lot of thgs to tell him sia...but he nw working...nt very gd to disturb him...sm more tis morning...find tat he weird weird de...wat happened neh?!?!?i really dunno...i juz dun hv a gd feeling...wat is wrong sia...haiz...ask him he will sae nth...but i could sense a bad feeling ar...i wan to organize smthg well...but everyone like can't make it wor...
♥ 3:34:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ;
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...ytd meet up with rene to look for yin min...n todae steph gt work...so went to meet her...realised tat i luv to be with her grp of frenx...coz they are open,st. forward n daring...n oso realised tat grp suit mie more...compared to moi other frenx ba...coz i rather tired with those kind of acting life...i'm like changing...hope nt too much changes...n ytd was chatting with rene n yin min...while chatting...realised tat moi nxt week is fully booked...mondae go out with moi baobeis...tuesdae nid to pack moi rm...wednesdae laogong off...maybe go window shopping bah...or paint moi rm de walls...haha...then thursdae is the dae to pray tai sui ye ar...so moi mum sae cant let moi frenx come on tat dae...wan come...come on 23rd nite...mie n moi gang will be celebrating a early christmas lor...coz christmas eve nite laogong nt working...so i booked him...he booked mie...coz although tis is the third christmas once we were together...but for so many yrs...we didn't really had the chance to really celebrate...coz last two yrs...laogong in army...tis yr finally can celebrate together...haha...sorrie to moi gang...pls understand o...hehe...hmm...laogong...i am getting smthg tat u always wanted...hope u would like...n dun scold mie for spending money o...coz last two yrs oso nv giv u anythg...tis yr special lah...hehe...
♥ 10:28:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Friday, December 16, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
Wonderful outing wif moi tat bunch of hao jiu bu jian de close frenx...everyone is busy wif our lifes so waited for so many yrs den we are able to gather together...other den the part tat ah john is late...everythg was smooth lor...after the outing...reach hm kinda late...reach hm ard 12mn...sit down wif him to tok thgs out...he hv set a period of two mths...which is until the end of feb...to c is our patch a gd decision or wat...a lot of tots run thru moi mind...he wan patch izzit due to responisiblity?frm the start of our patch he izzit already plan to hv the period of time...i always felt tat i hv been troubling him a lot...nw really wan to get a job work liao then return him the money...i noe he dun mind...but i dun feel gd in mie...i am oso wondering tat he izzit always hving the thking tat i wan to patch with him is bcoz i wan to find chance to brk him...sometimes really wonder...patching with him is a rite decision or am i creating trouble to his life...nw he is stress out due to his dad's stall again...TSS is oso became a unstable job to him...worried tat thgs might come up between us again due to all his stress...tried letting go him by giving him more freedom ba...n celebrating christmas ant...is no more impt le...rene asked mie...do i still hv a strong feeling for him...or am i trying to 4get him b4 our 2 mths de period is up...moi ans is...perhaps bcoz he once hurt mie so deeply...tat hv made mie lose the courage to step into tis relationship again...i nid time ba...hw long...i wun noe...but 2 mths is insufficient...cox i dun change moi fear easily...watever it is...if everythg wanna be in tis manner...i oso hv no choice...i could only play moi own part properly...
♥ 11:13:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Tuesday, December 13, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...todae whole dae at hm...so slack sia...woke up early in the morning...coz laogong wan help mie dye hair...dye le then highlight...but ar...the most kanasai thg is hor...highlight half way realised nt enough highlight de...sian 1/2 sia...nvm...i nxt mth then highlight again...dunno hw i wan to highlight...so alow laogong to play with moi hair lor...dunno nice ant...cox cant c the back...but nvm...trust him...but then will call rene to judge for mie when everythg is done...then after all the dying n highlighting...mie n laogong lying on the bed...hugging each other to slp until near his work time...then he woke up to prepare to go work...miz him sia...hw i hope we could jux be together whole dae round...but he nids to work...sianx 1/2...knew frm rene tat tis thurs meeting up with moi those sisters...kinda happie...but oso abit sianx...too long nv meet them le...dunno meet up le...will weird weird ant...watever it is...it is a gd chance to gather all of us together too...but i am veri budget lor...haix...sad...rene nw at derrick's sec sch class de gathering...dunno she will be sianx ant...dun wan call her...let her go mix ard with them better...if nt later the others sae tis n tat...hmm...i thk i end here le lah...
♥ 10:38:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Monday, December 12, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...veri long no blog le...coz busy working...finally todae gt time coz ytd was the last dae of work...currently looking for another job...miz moi baby n moi baobeis...really will remember all the fun n laughter tat we hv...n i promise i will meet up with u guys soon...oso met up with moi long lost friends...stephenie...she become more n more chio....hw i hope i could be like her...to hv the courage to doll up...scare later doll up le...pple will sae u look so ugly n stuff...haiz...watever it is...stay original...bought hair dye...n ask him to dye moi hair for mie...hope the colour will suit mie...bought a few skirt...nice sia...but i muz noe hw to pei the clothes lah...hmm...currently looking for another job...anyone gt lobang pls help mie o...
♥ 5:13:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
