♥ ; Sunday, November 27, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...ytd rene let mie listen to a song--"Stickwitu" by The Pussycat Dolls...it is really nice...but cant find it...haix...on the other hand...i'm oso trying to look for cheap resort or chalet in singapore...so tat i can organise a gathering...within budget...but can enjoy...nxt week going to c dr le...haix...afraid it will be expensive...if it is...i might hv to change moi mind of organising gathering...watever it is...christmas i will celebrate with u guys de...but u all go plan the events lah...waiting news frm u guys yar...take care...
♥ 11:22:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Saturday, November 26, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
after patch with him...everythg is really different...but for moi side...i hv to giv n take...giv him watever freedom he wans...n take watever time his willing to spare mie...very sianx 1/2...coz nt wan to meet him then can meet him...nt wan go out then can go out...mux c his schedule...hope tis is the way tat i could be understanding towards the time he wans ba...coz afterall...i'm veri veri free nw...watever it is...i'm planning a gathering or a outing ba...hope can open a chalet for mie n him to enjoy life...n oso gather crazy seven...nt easy but i will try...those tat dun turn up means dun giv mie face...haha...actually is planning to overseas trip to Port Dickson with moi family...but everyones time is so packed...moi eldest sis studying...moi 2nd sis will be on her PA attachment soon...moi mum n dad got jobs on their hands...haix...plan a trip oso so difficult...coz moi heart is wanting to be with everyone...since i nw hv spare time...but nt everyone hv spare time too...hmm...so hv to choose between gathering with frenx or family...
♥ 9:01:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Wednesday, November 23, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
long time no blog le...took moi own sweet time to heal over all the pain n stress...but nw everythg is over...examx is over...mie n him hv patched up too...really happie...coz he really mean a lot to mie...n for nw i am really willing to change...nt totally...but certain thgs tat he doesnt like abt mie...i will take it out frm mie...he too...certain thgs i dun like abt him...he hv to throw it away...haha...but nt those leisure tat u hv lah...those i understand...is ur interest mah...but everythg mux shi ke er chi...mux noe ur limits...n then certain thgs u nid to giv mie time to heal too...ok...=) now moi worries is on rene...she's strong on the outside...but everythg inside her is in pieces...she nids lots of time to sort out everythg...hope she could be strong again...then we will be out for our window shopping...then pay dae...go for shopping...shop for stuffs tat we like...n buy lots of small tiny mouth watering food to eat...hehe...u hv to take care...yes...i noe u will sae u will take a long time to heal...but 1st u hv to stand strong...2nd face up with wat u hv nw...let the past be placed aside...until it cools off then tok abt it...lots of thgs is u tell mie de...so u shd noe wat to do...tis journey might be tough...but i could walk thru...so do u...nt tat i hv patched up with him then i said all tis thgs in a ya-ya manner...no...i noe hw u feel...i took 2 weeks to overcome myself tat he could be jux moi frenx...it might be i'm stronger than u...but u shdnt take too much time longer then mine...if u dun wan tis friendship anymore...then let urself forget abt him...but tis journey is tougher...coz it is a one big step king of journey...while treating him as a frenx tat process...take small steps...it is easier...no matter wat...i'm there for u...any time any moment...jux call mie or msg mie...k...take care...n enjoy urself at the chalet...
♥ 12:45:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Thursday, November 10, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
tml is the 2nd week after our brk up...i felt tat i seems to be counting the daes tat we hv broke up...n waiting for the dae...tat i really can 4get abt him totally...he is the one tat brought mie lots of happiness in life n went thru lots of ups n downs with mie...but nw he juz sae he wans to end everythg...it is nt easy to accept tis fact...but i hv too...he dun even bother to reply moi msgs...perhaps he dun wanna contact anymore...or maybe he really wans mie to wait...he decided to persuade his further studies...going shatec to study...yes...happy tat u hv really made up ur decisions...but i'm hurt over everythg...u dun bother abt mie totally...n juz go on with ur life...it is unfair to mie...but who will really understand moi feelings...i thk nt even u...coz if u really understand moi feelings...u wun treat mie in tis manner...brking up at such a critical period...hurting mie like nobodies business...perhaps u felt tat ur life nw is better...coz no one is controlling u or nagging at u anymore...if u feel tis way...then i could confirm tat in the past...u dun understand y i will oftenly nag at u...as wat u sae...everythg is too late...nxt yr entering to ITE...is a confirm to mie...everyone sae i shd stay focus...but staying focus is nt easy...it is a 27 mths relationship...n he juz end it...thking tat it is for his own gd...but nv ever tot of moi feelings...hurting mie is like nth to u...coz u r nt feeling the pain...but wan mie overcome u juz over 1 nite n stay focus on moi o lvls is nt easy...i am nt sm1 with no feelings...u said u wan to be frenx...BUT msging u...n u cant be bothered to reply...i dunno...i am sick or wat...i am pissed n sad...but who will really understand moi feelings...perhaps frm the start...i am wrong to step into ur life...n into tis relationship...making so upset...while u r still able to enjoy ur life...fate is treating moi feelings like toys...life is treating mie as a game...playing ard with everythg...messing everythg...then jux left everythg aside...tis kind of life juz sux...y do i hv to face such a fate...
♥ 11:16:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Sunday, November 06, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
it is one week after our brk...making mie veri miserable for one week...mondae is the start of moi life...de last impt exam...perhaps bah...but no mood to study...realised tat he kept everythg to himself...nv ever told anyone...nt even his frenx in TSS...only told them tat he wans to be single...but i felt tat there is lots of thgs behind everythg...is he taking mie as a sacrifice in his life due to all his stress??is it really tat all his feelings hv faded??do he thk tat he hv done the wrong decisions??is he too stress tat make him done the wrong decisions??hv he thk of moi feelings??do i exist in his world??i really hv lots of questions with mie...waiting for him to ans...when could he ever ans moi questions for mie...i really dunno...juz waiting for the dae 24 nov to come...so tat i could tok to him...really tok to him...
♥ 12:47:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
