♥ ; Tuesday, May 31, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...june hoilidae start liao le...hmm...suddenly miz all moi frenz...especially some of them...can't imagine if o lvl is over...i will miz them like siao...but ar...the sch also veri sickening one sia...nw holidae...early morning 8am need to reach sch for tuition...aiyo..hai mie 6am need to wake up liao...hmm...tml going to swensens for interview...hope can get the job...so tat can earn money to pay moi bills...haiz...mani thgs coming up soon sia...wo hao xiang hen dou hen dou ren...hope they will osos miz mie bah...
♥ 11:15:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
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最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
To her...
i juz wanna let u noe ta i didn't hv the intension to snatch ur "him"
even if i hv the intension...it doesn't matter...
coz his nt urs yet...
n then...i already hv a bf already...
i hv no idea wat's wrong with u...
he is nt ur dear,dar or laogong...
but even if he is...
he hv his rites to make frenz...
To him...
u are nt moi stead...
i juz treated u as a frenz tat i really trust n like to hv chat with...
i hv no idea wat's wrong with u...
u treated mie cold n stuff...
or maybe u dun treat mie as a frenz...
if tat is the case...
pls do msg n let mie noe...
i dun wan to be a 'entertainer'...
Take Care!!!
♥ 8:10:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Sunday, May 29, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...i will put 2 post in one blog...hehe...
yesterdae...woke up early in the morning to go to laogong's hse to pei him...n he hv a surprise mea...reached his hse at 1130am...saw his bro cum neighbour n his dog...hmm...laogong like his dog...he sae his cute...hmm...laogong...i wan to tell u ar...moi dog is nt cute on the outside but cute in the inside lor...:P then to moi surprise laogong de cooking improve sia...the food damn nice...thenwe two in the room whole afternoon...hugging each other to slp...haha...as if the hse is ours...but really hope one dae there will be a hse of ours...hor dear laogong???hehe...then laogong pei mie hm...stayed overnite at moi hse...help mie massage but most of the time playing com lah...stupid boi...everytime like tat de...:P then i slp veri earli coz 2dae nid to work mah...
2dae woke up at 9.30am...then mie n laogong go eat mac together...hmm...hehe...veri long nv like tat liao...like juz-married de couple de feeling...hehe...then after eating go hm...meet rene at 1.30pm to take thg b4 go work...then rush to work...shit sia...raining damn heavily...work until 8pm...then...go hm...on the way hm...rene chat with mie...haha...thx sia...or i will bored to death for being alone...reach hm nt long...receive laogong de phone call...he ask mie wat i wan to eat...coz after he work he is coming over...oh yeah...hehe...love laogong to accompany mie...but afraid to lose him sia...hope won't lor...laogong...i truly luv u...rene,aloy,maine,bel,heng n pris...i really miz u all veri much...realli hope 8 of us can meet up one dae...n be ourself during tat outing...so tat no unhappiness will occur...
♥ 9:22:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Friday, May 27, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
okie...2dae is moi bdae...haha...17 yrs old le...old liao...hmm...last few daes many many unhappie thgs happened...it may seemed to be over liao le...but who noes...hmm...2dae is also Priscilla n moi da jie's de boifrenz,Randall de bdae...haha...hmm...2dae...is moi sch de be yourself dae...so wear hm clothes go sch...hmm...then reach sch...many pple wish mie happie bdae...thx sia...then i c moi classmates come sch...hmm...i judge moi classmates...2dae...2 prettiest ger in class is Jie Han n Yuan Fong...then...other gers de dressing normal normal lor...then the bois...2 tat i felt their dressing weird weird one is jia liang n zu rong...hmm...then bois in moi class tat wear there clothes n where uniform time got big differences one is...Yen Chuan,Yan Guang,Jun Pei,Kar Chun n Kok Keong...hmm...2dae i wear like office ger like tat...coz of moi pants lor...haiz...then after the whole event in sch...i go change skirt coz meeting rene n aloy...2dae...bel they all help mie celebrate moi bdae in sch...so paiseh...but thx lor...then...bel pei mie go bugis meet aloy n rene...coz we wan go take photo...hehe...some dae i update the photo...then shop shop awhile later go to changi airport to meet derrick...hmm...he n rene plan le surprise for mie...but then...derrick dunno tat i still dunno abt it...so he sae out...then giv rene sae...haha...hmm...2dae go eat swensens...their ice-cream veri veri sweet sia...some more the taste veri fake...after tat rene meet jian wen go expo de food fair to walk...then jian wen go hm le...mie n rene go bugis...walk n talk...then finally decided to sit at the cinema lvl to rest n talk...talk until 4gtten abt the time sia...leave bugis de shi hou ar...all shop close liao le...then realise tat it is really veri late liao...then quickly go hm...haha...2dae mie n rene tok abt mani mani thg...rene,dun thk so much le lah...remember wat i sae...thx to all of u...
♥ 11:47:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Thursday, May 26, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
juz now i blog in sch...nw i blog at hm...i'm veri upset...nt over moi bdae...but over sm1...
i noe him for 5 yrs...
hwever only tis yr we started to tok...
we are smsing each other most of the time...
as time goes by...
i own him as moi daddy...
bcoz of certain thgs...
then he made promises such as we are always best frenz...
n he will nv leave mie alone...
hwever...one week ago...
i sms him regarding many many thgs...
sch work...moi bdae outing...n more...
but to moi disappointment...he nv reply...
it is one week liao...
i guess i giv up bah...
since he doesn't treat mie as a frenz...
haix...
i dun thk he will read tis...watever it is...tml is moi bdae...juz hope tat it will be a wonderful dae tat i wun cry...wun angry...wun sad...wun fed up...all i wan is happie...hope tat i wun hv attitude also...hmm...all of u take care bah...sorrie for all the trouble tat i brought to u all...but i frm the start already said everythg veri clearly le...
♥ 4:29:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
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最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
ok...hmm...todae in sch is so sianz again...i rejected mabel's offer of celebrating moi bdae tml after sch...haiz...hmm...sorrie mabel...u hv to understand...i dun wan u bcoz of mie quarrel with dan...k...as for dan...sorrie...u seems unhappie to mie...mabel...dun nid celebrate de lah...as for others...thx...but i really dun wan celebrate...so dun call mie to stay lah...maybe tis is the last yr...but nvm mah...if our friendship can last...every yr also can celebrate de...hmm...tml will be our sch de be-yourself dae...so everyone enjoy lor...mabel...dun worry liao le...i nth liao le...juz let mie be alone for tis period of time lah...i will be ok soon...ok lah...i thk i end here le...everyone take care hor...hehe... = )
♥ 1:39:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Wednesday, May 25, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
SPECIAL POST!!!
guys...guys...guys...pls...dun waste time anymore...the more u all wan to celebrate...i feel more bad...pls...dun do tis...it is appreciated...but u all will be disappointed by moi reaction towards it de...pls...juz let mie be alone can...moi bdae wish is to be alone for the whole dae...pls...but guys...really thank you veri much for all the thgs u all are doing...it is mie who wanted to cancel tis whole outing...i really dun hv mood to celebrate...pls...let mie be alone...i wan to be alone...pls...pls...i feel more sad to hear wat u all are doing...coz i noe i will disappoint all of u de...i beg all of u...juz 4get abt all tis n 4get abt tis dae...
THANK YOU~~~GUYS~~~!!!
♥ 10:41:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
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最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
kkkk....2 more daes to moi bdae...n 2dae is a veri bad...i hv a great change in mood...i hv canceled moi whole bdae outing...even rejected celebration in sch...i am feeling veri down...all of u...pls dun be bother abt moi bdae...dun care...sorrie to all pple tat i hv rejected...but i dun wish to celebrate means i dun...dun force mie...i am veri disappointed coz...1stly...i hv called 8 pple to go out on moi bdae...then pple told mie tat she nid to work at 5pm...ok...nvm...then yc n yg...said they are nt going out with us...then ah zhen also sae dun wan go...it is so sickening n damn disappointing to hear all tis...i giv up...i would rather nt celebrate...as for bel...sorrie...u wan to help mie celebrate on thurs or fri...but honestly speaking...i dun wan...sorrie...i really hv no mood to celebrate...so pls dun waste time n effort...n sorrie to every1 tat i gav attitude to 2dae...sorrie...take care guys...
♥ 4:02:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Saturday, May 21, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...2dae...woke up damn early in the morning...while yesterdae nite veri late then slp...coz can't slp...tis morning wake up le then go buy breakfast to eat...then wait for moi bro to wake up...spend the whole morning doing lots n lots of hsehold chores...waited for laogong's msg...but dun hv...he seems to be neglecting mie bah...watever lor...afterall i'm totally prepared for the worst liao le...wat to do...hmm...btw...counting down to moi bdae onli gt 6 daes bah...within tis 6 daes anythg will happen...who noes rite???*haiz...*tot of being alone on the dae of moi bdae...but already plan hao le...can't put their aeroplane mah...but guys...if on tat dae...i look sad sad or wat...it will be normal lor...k...so dun worry lah...k lah...i thk i end here liao le...coz nth to write le...haix...all moi frenz take care hor...bye~~~!!!!
♥ 2:44:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Thursday, May 19, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...2dae is a bad dae...moi whole class gt veri poor results for mye...so i am oso one of them...haix...sad men...haix...everyone studied veri hard hwever we gt veri disappointing results...watever it is...tis exam is over le...frenz do better in the up coming test of exams bah... =) take care frenz...
♥ 9:20:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Wednesday, May 18, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...todae is a happie dae sia...go out without any worries...with rene n her frenz,zhen xiang,jian wen n derrick...haha...they are kinda pian tai...but veri funny...n go out with them dun hv worries de...hehe...thx to rene...again she brighten up moi life...todae mie n rene went to bugis...saw many many pple tat we noe...then go take photo...see rene's de frenz jian wen...remind mie of derrick lee...haiz...sad...then at 4+...i decided to go with them to meet derrick at airport...saw veri nice de scenary...very mei wor...then rene start to zi lian again...haha...hmm...realised tat be with rene tat grp of frenz veri hao wan...haha...all thx to them sia...hmm...i thk i end here le bah...
♥ 10:08:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Tuesday, May 17, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hehe..hey...todae last paper sia...oh yeah...tml can relax...maybe meeting rene oso...hmm todae de paper...potential to fail one...hehe...i hv realised...certain thgs daddy bluff mi...sad sia...haiz...watever...hmm...yar...mi n moi laogong hao le...mei you chao jia le...hehe...hmm...you yi dian dian gao xing...dan shi hai pa you hui zai chao jia...laogong...wo shi hen ai ni...dan wo jue de ru gou bu zhu ding zai yi qi...jiu bu yao mian qiang...ying wei mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de...counting down to the dae of moi bdae...it is another 10 daes sia...hmm...hope tat dae will be a happie dae...i dun need any bdae presents...juz wan happie memories...frm impt pple...hehe...hmm... i guess i end here le bah...bye...
♥ 5:11:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Saturday, May 14, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hehe...let mie blog...2dae is sat...last nite can't slp well...so early morning wake up liao...juz can slp...dunno y...haiz...use the morning playing the com...the moi sis sae the pple tat wan come fix the router one wan come liao...so hv to pack moi room...if nt very paiseh...so messy...so happie sia...frm 2dae onwards moi hse de two com n one laptop can use internet at the same time le loh...haha...but then...until now he still hvnt msg mie or call mie...tots of giving up keep pass thru moi mind...but if really giv up...wo bu se de ar...haiz...y will bcum like tat...sianz sia...help mie...pls help mie...----->sad<-----
♥ 11:36:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Wednesday, May 11, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm...yesterdae was sci(chem) paper...sianz sia...i thk tat paper jialat liao sia...haiz...as for todae...it is geo n a-maths paper...a-maths confirm fail de...as for geo...muz depend lor...then todae...heard tat zhi wei's de father passed away...went to the funeral...hmm...juz feeling rather upset for him lor...then went to study at cc with john,marcus,ah heng n eugene...haha...they dun seems to be studying...more like playing n fooling ard...after awhile they go play bball...then i go hm liao...after eating...then now blogging lor later need to go study liao...hehe...hmm...16 more daes will be my bdae le...yeah...n i will be 17 yrs old le...hehe...
♥ 9:26:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Monday, May 09, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hey... yesterdae was mother's dae ya...hmm...1st...let mie wish all mothers a happy mother's dae...especially to moi mum who take care of mie for 17 yrs n 4 mths n 9 daes...hehe...n yar...todae is the start of moi irritating exams...sickening sia...sia...rather nervous tis morning coz nv really study hard...but read thru lor...hope it will help...tml will be moi chem paper...todae gotta study for it...hehe...k lah...i end here le...n tis few daes i might not blog...or even i blog...it will be tis short...k...bye...
*n it is 18 more daes to moi bdae...!!!!!!*
♥ 4:31:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Saturday, May 07, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
on 4.5.2005...nth much happened...
as for on 5.5.2005...was moi chi oral...haiz...sickening sia...hate chi...it started at 4+pm...i was the 1st one so finished quite fast...then went back to class...everyone said the same thg...the oral is tough...haiz...die liao lah...then...while mie n zhen n john were waiting for marcus...we play soccer outside our classrm...haha...it was fun...mie n zhen one team against john...n wat...john lose...haha...then marcus came...all of us took bus hm together...n they play in the bus again...then we ended the dae...
on 6.5.2005...after sch gt remedial...so stayed back...then i was joking regarding "daddy" to sm1 one...n hw i noe that sm1 unhappie...said tat i understand moi "daddy" very much...haiz...jealous then sae lah...keep inside who will noe men...afterall it was juz a joke...finished remedial le...then go hm orh orh...so tired...after orh orh liao then eat dinner...then study lor...haiz...sianz sia...n worst quarrel with moi laogong again...n almost break up again...haiz...watever it is...everythg is resolve le...n nxt sat...he bringing his mum go eat to celebrate belated mother's dae...n he wan mie to go...hmm...c 1st bah...
i end here le...
♥ 8:58:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Tuesday, May 03, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
i hv decided to blog again for 2dae...it is abt all moi rubbish...interested then continue to read bah...actually...i all the sudden felt very lonely...2dae i msg moi laogong 'n' moi 'daddy'...both didn't reply mie...as in which they always do...haiz...izzit smthg is wrong...???i felt like all of them are leaving mie...n worst is tat moi bdae is coming...n i seems to be losing frenz...i felt very sad...can anyone juz tell mie where hv all moi frenz gone to...haiz...if u choose to leave sm1...do it rite frm the start...or tat person will be hurt...deeply hurt...where by u would nv noe hw hurtful it is......
pls...do cherish pple ard u...
♥ 10:55:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ;
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
blog 3 daes together bah...
1/5...in the morning...i gt tuition...after tuition slack at hm...can't go out coz ard 7+pm gt a dinner...its moi uncles' bdae celebration...reached there sat at the coldest corner...saw many pple tat hv met many yrs ago...while tat's was like when i am really very young...watever it is we are suppose to put on our smiles...hmm...n todae moi little cousin came...he is issac...he use to be very sensative...n a cry baby...n alwayz glue to his dad...however on tat dae...i took care of him...n he didn't cry...tat's great...but i wish i could c sarah soon...after dinner then go hm lor...hehe...that is moi dae...
on 2/5...woke up at 8+am to do sm work coz going out in the afternoon...meet john a.k.a banana n marcus a.k.a octopus at the interchange...n they came 30 mins late...our 1st stop was city hall de raffles place to find moi stead to take moi bread bowl...while waiting...we went to JASONS market place to see sm stuffs...after collecting the bread bowl...we went to carrefour to buy f&n thgs...after buying...we went to kopitam to eat...while eating there...i hv fall into their tricks again...sickening...we went back to city hall coz some ingredients cant be found at carrefour...after buying it was abt 8+ going to 9...we took cab hm...reached hm le...pack all moi thgs for f&n todae...
as for todae...i slp at 3am...n woke up at 5 am...so tired...pack moi thgs then chiong go sch...so sianz...after i took a rest i felt very sick...having fever...haiz...todae is f&n 'o' lvls de practical exams...felt very sick then do thgs very cslowly...at the end i hv not enough time...felt very tired wanted to rest but can't coz still got lessons...haiz...after sch...i felt as if i am dead...no feeling...n moi hand kept shivering...so no choice call moi dad come fetch...now reach hm liao...felt like slping...but blog 1st lor...i ending here liao...so bye bye...!take care...!
♥ 4:51:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
♥ ; Sunday, May 01, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hehe...haha...the time i post tis blog is rather late o...i went out until quite late again...early morning meet up with ze hui n pat go buy sm stuffs for F'n'N...then a lot of funny n lame thgs happened...funny sia...then go to rene's work place find her...went to eat dinner with her again then hv sm chit-chatting session again lor...our conversation is nv ending one sia...hehe...then went to bugis...to c the nite life...coz everytime go there is in the morning or afternoon one...tot tat might c sm frenz ard...but didn't get to c any...then ard 8+pm...mie n rene both tired le...so decided to go hm lor...tat is how our dae ended again lah...hehe...watever it is...i hope to c everyone are happie...then i will be satisfied le lor...kk...n... ...
it is 27 daes to moi bdae...haha...n i wan moi memorable bdae celebration... ...
♥ 1:11:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
