♥ ; Wednesday, May 03, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
went to view his friendster..saw tat he hv cut his hair..into a manner tat he always wanted..happie for him..but all a sudden i feel like crying..wanted to put everythg down..but deep down in moi hearts..everythg is there..in a small corner of moi heart..always tot tat i am tat strong..tat i hv forgotten abt him..but everythg is there..until the key is used to unlock it..the circuit is connected..i cried..again i cried..the more i sae i wan to forget abt him..the more everythg is there..he wan mie to leave on with moi life..saying is easy..but i can't..i really dunno wat to do anymore..do i hv to everydae leave in such misery..crying myself to slp..nt letting anyone noe..nt even moi bestie..going thru tat thg myself..i'm going thru it again..hope tis time round everythg will be fine to mie..again i hv to bleed for 3 4 weeks..haiz..serve myself rite..i am the one who wan to get myself into such a deep shit..suddenly flash back of tat time he accompany mie thru it..his concern n care..n saw tat worried expression frm him..knew tat he really luv mie..accompanied mie thru the whole process..trying his best to make mie feel comfortable..make mie nt to worry..try to get moi favourite winnie for mie with jux $1..but he fail to d so..but tat doesn't matter..tat means hw much he care for mie..but nw..i hv to go thru everythg moiself..haix..hope i will be fine..
♥ 10:11:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
