♥ ; Saturday, April 08, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
hmm..todae on..i will be working in Learning Capital de library..obviously as a librarian lah..hmm..hope everythg will be smooth ba..happie tat at least moi week end will be a little occupied by work..oso can earn sm money to pay moi bills..hopefully pamper myself..haha.. actually keeping myself occupied so tat i wun keep pestering him..once i hv spare time..i will start to thk tat he hv no time to pei mie..i'm sick in my mind..but tat is natural one mah..tis mth he hv two big TSS de events..so obviously i will feel neglected..but if i make a big fuse at him..he will thk tat i'm selfish n unreasonable..wat am i suppose to do..telling him..doesn't seems to make a difference..i really dunno wat to do..then will solve everythg between us..issit so difficult to jux dun do thgs tat i dun like..do i hv to be those kind of girls who are super duper understanding to their bf..until even they are neglected or 3rd party appear oso dun make a noise..nw toking to him..make mie feel tat there is a gap between us..wan to tok to him properly..but he dun seems to hv the time to spare mie..is he tired le mah..or i shd let him go..i'm really confused nw..jux hope he could spare mie time to tok to him bah..
♥ 1:21:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
