♥ ; Sunday, January 08, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
now is 10:55am...didn't slp for the whole nite...thking of wat is wrong...wat hv i done tat made him treat mie in tis manner...he find mie irritating...find tat i dun look up on him then wat for i be with him...he wan mie to change...hw abt when i told him wat i dun like abt him...u said luv between two person shdn't hv sorry...but it is all abt giv n take...smhw...is it true...u said no appetite or no mood oso mux eat...hw abt urself...perhaps tis is retribution ba...coz frm the start of the relationship...i show a heck care attitude towards our relationship...n nw tat i hv fall so deeply...i hv to suffer all tis...even if i couldn't take it...i wun wan to end tis relationship...i would rather end moi own life...u felt tat i dun trust u...if i really dun...i wun wan to be with smone tat i nv trust...smtimes u only c thgs on the surfaces...did u really go n understand it...b4 making conclusion...i really dunno wat to do...if u felt tat it is moi fault to irritate u,to pissed u off n to hurt u which is all surfaces problem...then i apologise to u...sorry...i noe i am no more the first in ur life...but u are to mie...losing u will meant to be the end of moi life...u told mie to ask...dun assume or go by wat u urself is thking...but u are the one who is assuming thgs...or go by ur own feeling or thking...hv u ever really asked wat i really mean...tat's all ba...going off to help moi dad work...
♥ 10:57:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.