♥ ; Thursday, January 05, 2006
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
felt very lost again...dunno wat hv happen to moi mum...she all the sudden became very against mie n jason...no idea wat happened...or hv anyone hypocrite or sm one hv told her thgs...she even said unpleasant thgs...tat i totally hv no idea y...n wat she meant...hv i done smthg wrong?!?!the thgs she said made mie very upset...above tis...there's still another problem...tat's jason...i am changing...but smtimes he hv done action unknowingly tat hv hurt mie deeply...really dunno wat to do...i felt very upset...but i can't face to anyone...i am changing...but there's always certain small thgs tat coz us to quarrel...n when u're pissed off...u will sae u wanna brk...u said u can't take it anymore...i'm hurt...very hurt...yes...i noe there's once tat i nv appreciate u...but now i do...i tried to make u happie...try nt to pick up quarrels...but perhaps tis thgs are nt noticed...or u knew but it is taken for granted...i am very hurt...so hurt tat i felt like dying whenever u sae u wanna brk...i am nt dragging tis relationship...i am trying to change...to make tis relationship better...but u're impatient...n quick-tempered...every little thg could coz us to quarrel...u said dun assume...mux ask...dun hide anythg...mux sae...i tried...but u're the one...perhaps u hv forgotten to tell mie or double confirm with mie...but u shd noe moi stand...i really dunno wat to do...
♥ 1:52:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
