♥ ; Thursday, November 10, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
tml is the 2nd week after our brk up...i felt tat i seems to be counting the daes tat we hv broke up...n waiting for the dae...tat i really can 4get abt him totally...he is the one tat brought mie lots of happiness in life n went thru lots of ups n downs with mie...but nw he juz sae he wans to end everythg...it is nt easy to accept tis fact...but i hv too...he dun even bother to reply moi msgs...perhaps he dun wanna contact anymore...or maybe he really wans mie to wait...he decided to persuade his further studies...going shatec to study...yes...happy tat u hv really made up ur decisions...but i'm hurt over everythg...u dun bother abt mie totally...n juz go on with ur life...it is unfair to mie...but who will really understand moi feelings...i thk nt even u...coz if u really understand moi feelings...u wun treat mie in tis manner...brking up at such a critical period...hurting mie like nobodies business...perhaps u felt tat ur life nw is better...coz no one is controlling u or nagging at u anymore...if u feel tis way...then i could confirm tat in the past...u dun understand y i will oftenly nag at u...as wat u sae...everythg is too late...nxt yr entering to ITE...is a confirm to mie...everyone sae i shd stay focus...but staying focus is nt easy...it is a 27 mths relationship...n he juz end it...thking tat it is for his own gd...but nv ever tot of moi feelings...hurting mie is like nth to u...coz u r nt feeling the pain...but wan mie overcome u juz over 1 nite n stay focus on moi o lvls is nt easy...i am nt sm1 with no feelings...u said u wan to be frenx...BUT msging u...n u cant be bothered to reply...i dunno...i am sick or wat...i am pissed n sad...but who will really understand moi feelings...perhaps frm the start...i am wrong to step into ur life...n into tis relationship...making so upset...while u r still able to enjoy ur life...fate is treating moi feelings like toys...life is treating mie as a game...playing ard with everythg...messing everythg...then jux left everythg aside...tis kind of life juz sux...y do i hv to face such a fate...
♥ 11:16:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
