♥ ; Sunday, October 16, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
went to read xinyi's blog...realised tat she is being pampered by a lot of pple in soup spoon n even him...okok...i might be stupid...but he is using the way tat he treat mie to treat him...by the way she describe it...it is so unfair to mie...last nite wan to tok to him over certain thgs...but he fall aslp...one of the reason y we always quarrel is bcoz of tis...everytime when we wan to discuss thgs over the phone...he will feel tired n fall aslp...smtimes even making mie thk tat he did listen...but he didnt...y izzit so unfair to mie...nt tat it is 3am or 4 am...smtimes even at 12mn or 1am...u can be tired...hw abt if u are out there with ur grp of frenz...going kbox until 3am...everytime quarrel...is moi fault for being unreasonable...but hv u ever thk of hw i feel...our time for going out together is almost zero...while ur time for them is full...anytime any moment...u will jux call to tell mie u wun be going hm so early or u will come to moi hse later at abt 3+am...no matter is go eat or going kbox with them...smtimes even the time tat is meant for mie also will hv thgs happened tat nid to involved them...nt tat i wan to quarrel...i dun find u to quarrel will u ever listen to wat i sae...u will jux take everythg for granted...thking tat i am juz nagging...n who is the one who sae tat saying sorrie is nt a pt in relationship...whenever u thks tat it is ur fault u will juz sae sorrie...n expect mie to forgiv u...all the time to u...i juz wan to occupy u...pls lor...u are spending time working n with ur grps of frenx...the time tat u spend with them flies...while the time u spend with mie...is veri slow...so to u...u thk tat u are spending a lot of time with mie then with them...going out with them u will be the one to plan everythg...going out with mie...i hv to be the one to plan...we cant juz go out sit down n tok...the purpose of both of us going out mux be tat we wan to go get sm stuffs...u will nv ever realised tat u are spending a lot of time with ur frenx...even if u are reading tis blog...u are jux scanning thru...nv really thoroughly read thru n understand wat i wan to sae...perhaps to u...i am juz like a irritating gf who is always nagging at u...but hv u ever come to understand hw i feel n wat i am trying to sae...to u...i nag at u is bcoz i dun wan u to go out with them BUT i wan u to accompany mie...<--tis is the kind of impression tat i am giving u...a lot of unhappie thgs u dun wan mie to do...i will jux listen...but u...do u ever bother to listen to wat i dun wan u to do...if one dae we do really brk up...it will be soup spoon's fault...certain thgs tat u enjoy...i cant go...u hv to understand y...our age gap is 4 yrs...i am nt like xin yi whose parents is giving her so much freedom...even if i am her...i will noe moi limits...nt going out almost everydae until damn damn late like nobody's business...ask u to accompany is juz like calling u to go n die...while they call u to go out with them...is juz like calling u to enjoy urself...f*ck...i am ur stead...nt a frenx who is like mei lan bothering u...i really dunno wat to do...to u...i will alwayx be the same...even if i change for the sake of tis relationship...to u...i will still be the same...coz u NEVER EVER bother to understand wat is wrong with mie....
♥ 9:56:00 AM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
