♥ ; Thursday, September 29, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
tis few daes hv been a little busy...busy trying to regain all moi energy tat i hv spent for the last few weeks...hv been slping damn damn early...so didnt hv the time to blog...finally nw i have...coz cannot slp...continue slp ar...no gd also...gt back prelim results...n it is very jialat...haiz...dun care...do better for o lvls...hee...hmm...another thg is tat...tis few daes laogong hv been accompanying mie...so it is keeping moi stress lvl low...but i am afraid when is soup spoon's payday...everythg will become very horrible...haiz...wat ever it is...i hv told moi self tis few daes to control moi self nt to quarrel with him ...or giv him stress...coz giv him stress...moi stress is double...tat dae i am touched by wat he said...coz he seems to finally understand hw i feel...hope he really do...watever it is...i hv been controlling moi feelings...telling moi self...he felt tat he hv already spent a lot time for mie...n he wans to be with his frenx...really trying to hold back everythg...jux to moi self...haix...juz afraid tat he tis week accompany mie for so many daes...n nxt week he will juz tell mie he hv outings n he cant accompany mie...i dun wan him to one week spent a lot of time with mie...then nxt few weeks quarrel or he jux totally no time for mie...haix...
To HIM...
i am keeping moi feeling frm u...bcoz i dun wan u to be stress out..but as usual..ur laopo is still a sensitive person...no matter wat...as for xinyi...i dun dare to sae anythg...or do anythg...coz i juz felt tat no matter wat...u will side her...n we will ended up quarreling...n quarrel is jux doubling moi stress...dunno whether do u understand...but at least i hv already told u moi feelings...sorrie...i noe i am nt a gd gf...i wan to be one...but nothing can change mie...sorrie...haiz...watever it is...u noe i love u veri much...hwever...i am still the girl u noe since 20th July 2003...
♥ 6:31:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
