♥ ; Tuesday, August 23, 2005
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
haix...smthgs happened...quarreled with laogong veri seriously...n nw considering a break up...msging him...10 times a dae...he will reply mie less than 5 times...i'm sad to realised it...n thgs tat coz mie lotx of unhappiness was 3 thgs tat happened...i might sound veri petty...but tis is hw i feel...last fridae...laogong suppose to work until only 8pm...hwever...last min he told mie tat he nid to do spring cleaning until midnite 2+ to 3+...i'm veri sad as i hv planned smthgs...n i am veri angry coz i hate last min thgs...i become veri unreasonable on the phone on tat dae...his manager,Jess saw his unhappy face...so called mie to explain...BUT...tis thg is juz between mie n him only...yes...u are being gd to do both of us tis favour...but i felt tat it is unnecessary...n the other thg was i felt tat soup spoon system towards workers sux...i am veri disappointed whenever i hv planned a outing n LAST MIN he is being called to work...n is jux for 2 hrs...wat hv i done wrong...one week his working for 6 daes n it is at least 8 hrs per dae...but even his off dae also nid him to go back...yes...i hv to be understanding...but it is trying to test moi patience...
To HIM:
i am damn damn disappointed with u...u may be wondering y...we hv been together for two yrs...n u are telling mie tat smtimes u felt tat i dun understand u...wat hv i done wrong...nt tat i dun understand u n others do...is tat others c the problem as a veri simple one...n they dun even noe the head nor the tail...they only noe u for less than 6 mths...n we hv been together for 2yrs...if u felt tat they understand u more...2 possible reasons...n it is bcoz...either u hv changed or u hv been spending more time with them compared to mie...i dun own u anythg...but y am i treated in tis manner...maybe there's third party?or maybe ur feelings hv faded?i dun like to guess n make decisions myself...everydae i take the effort to msg u wat am i doing...but wat i received frm u?i am nt sm1 without feelings...i am sm1 tat is very easily hurt too...or maybe u really wan ur freedom or maybe u are sick n tired of mie already...watever it is...juz take care...
♥ 6:38:00 PM,
Becoz' you always love mie more.
